march 2019

….MINE….

“Was it this bad – the last time I got my heart broken?”

These are questions I ask myself,

questions we ask ourselves.

To me,

the answer is no.

This breakup, this tragedy is not worse than the ones before.

Pain is pain.

Let me tell you why you feel you are hurting more.

It is because the pieces of your broken heart was not picked up to it’s entirety

before it was shattered into endless parts again.


….MINE….

You miss a broken person?

How can a broken person keep you going in the future?

They will hold you back and cut you on the way until you yourself are broken.

I know you thought that the love you two shared could change him into a better person.

The reality here is that he won’t change till he wants to.

Yes, you have sympathy for him,

but I do not understand why you need to allow yourself to suffer

and hold on to the pain of his own doings.


….MINE….

A teenage mind can not grasp the term, “forever”.

‘Forever’ means till you no longer serve a purpose in my life.

“I’ll love you forever” translate to, “I’ll love you never.”


….MINE….

Do not let your personality determine your passion,

but let your passion determine your personality.


“So we fix our eyes not on what is seen,

but on what is unseen,

since what is seen is temporary,

but what is unseen is eternal.”

2 Corinthians 4:18


“There was beauty in the idea of freedom,

but it was an illusion.

Every human heart was chained by love

~  Cassandra Clare, Lady Midnight

….BREAK DOWN….

Freedom:

It is tempting.

One tends to gravitate towards it.

Illusion:

Misleading

Chained by love:

Our first few minutes in life we are held by our mothers,

as they cry at what they birthed.

This is where we first feel love in this world.

….MINE….

Time does not heal anything.

It’s only intention is to get you through the pain.

He did not want that,

so he gravitated to the idea of freedom from her abusing love.

It was too late.

He was far too in for him to escape.

He dangerously accepted the fact that his mind will forever be a cage for his illusion.


 

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