....MINE.... = My thoughts/build off

“Shadows spring from my past and swirl around me.

Sometimes there is no other option but to confront them”

~  Amita Trasi, The Color of Our Sky

….MINE….

you can’t run.

if you do,

it will never stop.

it will torment you,

tear your flesh into pieces.

it will surround you.

till you see no light,

till you suffocate.

confront it,

or it will find you

and kill you.

“We are like the Datura flowers that unfurl at night- intoxicating,

blossoming in the dark, wilting away at dawn.”

~  Amita Trasi, The Color of Our Sky

….MINE….

He is a beautiful creature that possessed evil in his heart.

When his heart was unclean, his human form and mind became limp; flaccid.

She is a beautiful creature that possessed good in her heart.

When her heart was clean, her human form and mind became strong; firm.

They wanted to be together but nature stopped them.

Clean and pure people cannot mix with the unclean.

Light shines in the darkness, so therefore the darkness can not overcome it.

Do not forget that.

“You will spend the rest of your life collecting dowry,

but no one will marry her.”

~  Amita Trasi, The Color of Our Sky

…MINE…

you will spend your life smiling, but no friendship.

you will spend your life crying, but no one to comfort you.

you will spend your life angry, but only hurting yourself.

“It does not do well to dwell on dreams and forget to live, remember that.”

~ J.K Rowling

…MINE…

It does not do well to dwell on him and forget who you are.

The love he had for you was not for eternity;

he didn’t dream that you and him were going to be one on earth, as well as in heaven.

Remember, he was only a season, a regret, a mistake in fact.

It does not do well to dwell on the past and forget the future, remember that.

“your words were lightning that lit souls on fire.”

~  Amita Trasi, The Color of Our Sky

…MINE…

I want to say that I hate you.

I really f*king want to.

But I don’t use that word.

You were inconsiderate,

you did not care about my feelings.

I still hear the words that broke me as I lay in my bed, every single f*king night.

I know while I was hurting you slept soundly at night.

And now you’ve slept with my best friend.

You don’t deserve happiness or peace.

You deserve to be hurting; you deserve to feel pain for half a year.

I will forgive myself, before I forgive you.

You heartless, piece of sh*t.

*Disclaimer: There are swears in this video*

This song inspired me, because my blog really centers around love or lack of love and a passage from this song really resonates with me because I with a guy who clearly was not the most loyal and I thought I was losing my mind trying to get him just to have eyes on me. According to the dictionary, love is blind means, “loving someone makes you unable to see their faults.”

Lyric:

‘Bout those b*tches, I don’t wanna know
They think they love you, f*ck those other h*es
They had you for a minute, just tell them you belong to me
Don’t leave me, don’t leave me alone
Don’t leave me, don’t leave me alone
Don’t leave me, don’t leave me alone